Silver Tears
Fall Freely.
The way they always fall.
So easily
Don't tell me,
You know the meaning of pain,
Until you've
Cried my
Silver Tears

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Silver Tears :: From The Mind, Or Heart :: Prose :: Dear Journal Author Topic: Dear Journal (Read 99 times) Skye Administrator member is offline Water Fairy Joined: Sept 2003 Gender: Female Posts: 50 Location: Fairyland Dear Journal « Thread Started on Dec 29, 2004, 1:05am » "I can't run anymore I fall before you Here I am I have nothing else though I try to forget Your all that I am Take me home... I'm through fighting..." Dear Journal, Lately the past has come back to haunt me, I can't take the visions I see... of knowing that everything was fine and now...now everything is upside down... I don't understand the pictures that are like a slide show going through my mind, I can't take it anymore...I get irritated at everything... It just seems like everything is slipping away from me... I've become to be a b---- to everyone... I don't try to, I really don't... I just need answers that aren't there, that may never be there. Its not as if he'll ever talk and set that free. I'm so distant from everyone...I hardly talk to my friends I once talked to, most of them hate me anyway. Maybe we just fell apart... whatever it is, I know its probably my fault. I don't even consider hardly anyone my "friend" anymore, it seems they're more 'aquintances' now... half of them I can't see anymore, I'm so blinded by the things that once was to actually focus on reality. My life that once was a story book has fallen into a dark abyss with one light...that always shines, but half the time I don't understand why it is still there. It once wasn't there, but now...its bright and I can see through, but yet I still feel so distant from everything. My body and mind don't even feel like its mine. Sometimes I wonder if this is really me that I'm actually this way. I question so much now...so much more than I have ever questioned. Everything I do I have to stop and think about... Things I used to do without a question. I feel as if I'm trapped and the only way out is to follow the light, but yet I can't grasp it. I need someone...something...to take me out of this...I keep falling deeper and deeper into depression with everything I do... Save me, Brittany... Link to Post - Back to Top   Logged ~Brittany~Skye~Haden "This future that I depend on, is my last confession"~Mocking My Past (by me) http://fromtheheart.proboards21.com/index.cgi (JOIN!!!!!!) Forum Jump--------------------» Home--------------------» Rules--------------------- Rules And Regs- Suggestions- Say What?--------------------» General--------------------- General Board- Newbies- Polls- Your Links- Other Links--------------------» Thanks--------------------- Thank You's--------------------» From The Mind, Or Heart--------------------- Saddness- Misc- Tragedy- Angst- Love- Broken Hearts- Rants- Suicide- Prose- Darkness--------------------» Story's--------------------- Short Stories- Non-Fiction--------------------» Songs/Lyric's--------------------- Your Own Lyric's- Songs