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|  | Incomplete: Still Under the Same Sky « Thread Started on Mar 28, 2004, 6:52pm » | |
What is really going on? Tell me whats going on Kerry! I'm sure you know it or else you wouldn't have given me this. I was giving her my saddest puzzled look, but she wouldn't look at me directly. I asked her again, but this time she just took my letter away and ran out the door. I wish this moment that I could chase after her, but my legs aren't helping. All I can do is wish she'd come back in from that door. She had never left me here like this before. I was so tired, and sick, my body collapsed on white bed. My body nor my legs are helping me change my life right now, and so I laid awake on my bed for hours. Maybe God gave me this time to review my past mistakes, big mistakes. HA just laughing to myself to get over the pain as if it helps. My heart is killing me. Maybe my life wouldn't have summed up to a big fat zero if my heart wasn't big enough for two woman. I forced my eyes open to see the big blue sunny sky outside the window. I just wish I can still go out there and enjoy the way I did before.
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It is my sophomore year in Brooklyn High School. This is my second year as the Brooklyn High Soccer Team(BHST) leader. Last year as leader I've lead my team to achieve many victories and only a few losses. I think my leadership is good otherwise I wouldn't be the head of 20 members. Harry, Berry, and Cherry are really close friends of mine. I had known them since 6th grade. Harry and Cherry used to be boyfriends(bf) and girlfriends(gf), not until I broke them up in High School. Now guess who is Cherry's boyfriend. That is me. As the leader of Cherry, I got the chance to get intimate with her, learn more about her by training her after school using my extra time, so that we can win in the soccer matches. I warned her many times that soccer is a game for guys not girls but she wouldn't listen. Because of that I sometimes call her my little brother. Then she smiles back at me like she doesn't mind. Maybe she likes the name little brother more than her own name, Cherry. When we went against the team from Lanecoln Park High, I thought about giving up and quit the leader position, because I own goaled my team. The entire team looked at me as if I was in the wrong team, but my little brother walked next to me and told me that if we can win the match, she would give me a nice little warm comfy surprise. It was ridiculously easy to guess what's behind the surprise, but I looked at her like I was a brainless idiot who had no idea. So the match continued fiercely, and ended in a draw. I wanted the surprise right after the match, but she refused to give it till the next day. I sure didn't mind. Then she really gave me it, and later on we were bonded bf and gf. That is all history though, and now back to reality. Every time I see Harry, I was afraid to bring up Cherry's name unless she was there with me. Harry had these arms bigger than the sumo-wrestler's legs. He looks threatening without getting angry. I remember how he almost violently killed a senior the day after we beat Lanecoln Park, because he was drunk. I guessed that happened, because I loved Cherry more than he did, and stole her away from him. But if that is the reason, then he ought to kick my ass first. I couldn't figure out the reason after thinking really hard, so I gave up. That topic was out of my mind. Since Cherry is my gf now, nothing really matters any more. My life is as simple as can be, and our love is as fruitful as I wanted it to be.
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